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Saturday, 01 August 2009

  • Under 1%

    Open arms, faithful forgiveness, never wavering strength, unchanging character, Creator of everything, Consistent Judge, Jealous for time spent away from you, My Abba (father), My redeamer, My Shelter, My healer.

    And I am not even close to 1% of describing who you are.

    The crazy thing is with all that you are, You choose to love me,

    You choose to pursue and desire everything about me.

    When I feel I am the worst of all people,

    you clean me and present me as a reflection of Your Son.

    I cant do it, but thanks for Doing it through me somehow.

     

Tuesday, 28 July 2009

  • Strong Together

    He said to me,

     “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.”

    Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me. That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong.

    2 Corinthians 12:9-10

     

    It was Wednesday July 22nd, 2009 around 5:45 pm. I found myself with group of High School boys playing basketball in my driveway. Seeing them raise the rim to a height under 10 feet and watching them jump with such strength placing the ball in the cylinder (or dunking) and land ever so gracefully, brought me to a time and place of 10+ years and 60 pounds ago where I displayed the same athleticism but with pride I could boast that it was at regulation height.

     

    While lost in my fond memories, one young man asked if I could dunk it. So humbly, mostly because I was not sure I could anymore, grabbed the ball and went on my approach. I leapt to the rim, dunked it, the whole hoop shaked and then began to topple. With this distraction and concern my landing became not so graceful and I twisted my ankle. I now have a nasty color to my foot that looks far worse than it feels.

     

    If I was in High School I would have been embarrassed of my acceptance but instead I find myself with the realization that “I am not what I once was”. At first glance to this whole incident I am weakened by the thought of being “old” and start picturing myself with economy size Advil bottles, therapeutic shoe inserts, bifocals, ice packs and electric heating pads. (never mind that I have all these) I can’t help but wonder if it would have been different if I had an attitude that gave Christ the glory rather than “I can impress these guys”.

     

    I have been so thankful for Christ to give me the strength to still have some athleticism left and the success I have had in my past with many sports. But I am not done yet because He is not done with me yet. This whole transition of being weak so He can be strong goes beyond my physical ability, and I am not here to brag about that. This goes to what Christ can do to use me, and you, to reach the heart of a person for His glory. I had a vulnerable moment with those young me, they laughed and they also felt a little sorry for me (I can hope right). But I can see that somehow with my weakness Christ will be shown as strong and mighty.

     

    I will have plenty of moments that I trip and fall (not just physically) but Christ will be there to pick me up. What really shows Christ’s strength is that He is there to help me up when I am down and in the dirt, and even greater so, that He dusts me off and says

    “I know you can beat this, lets try it again, but this time lets do it together”

Monday, 27 July 2009

  • when are you ready

    Is there ever really a time that you can be ready for a prayer like this?

    Test me, O lord, and try me, examine my hear and my mind. Psalm 26:2

    When it comes to the time I would ask this, I will always be unprepared. I remember in Basic Taining we had inspections

    that were intense. We would present our lockers and the TI (Training Instructor) gave us the satisfactory yell in the face or

    the disapproving yell in the face with push ups. God dosent do that with us when He finds things messed up in our lives

    (and He will find things messed up in our lives).

    He does however bring it to our attention on what it is that holds us back from having a deeper

    relationship with Him. I need that, and I am pretty sure you do too. So ask for your (God sense), sounds alot like

    spidey sense, to be hightened to the level of a surgeon removing the cancer from your body. May we, may I learn to

    call on God daily for this. The world is decieving and leaves you crippled, May God pull me away from that so that

    I can be surounded by the truth (which hurts when you believed a lie) and full of life (which seems surreal

    when you havent really tried it with Christ yet.)

Friday, 24 July 2009

  • In Today's Generation there is a great Zeal and Passion for education, service, community, prayer and worship.

    But do you have the same Zeal and Passion for God's Word?

    Is the Word of the Living God the root and foundation for your Zeal and Passion?

    -Bob Boardman http://www.vimeo.com/5743331

    what a great man of God and holds so much to the promises of His word.

    (made a great impact on my relationship with Christ through Navigators.

    He has just been diagnosed with stage4 Cancer. and about 6 months left.

    Pray for God's will and peace for Bob, Family and Friends)

Wednesday, 28 January 2009

  • Proverbs 29:25

    Fear of man will prove to be a snare but whoever trusts in the Lord is kept safe

    Proverbs 19:23

    The fear of the Lord leads to life, and he who has it will abide in satisfaction

     

    I am to fear no man so that I can trust in the Lord

    I am not to trust in myself or the world so that I can fear my God

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